A Reality Dream

I had a dream about Cede last night…first one in a long time. The ones I’ve had up to this point have been based in reality…she was gone and just visiting me in my dreams. But last night was different. It was what could have been. She was home and her hair was…

Hat Shop Donations

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has helped us with Mercede’s Hat Shohat-shop-donationp! I am amazed! Over $2,400 has been donated so far in two days. Fifty people have shared the link to the go fund me page and the story has been on Channel 64 news, Channel 9 news, Fox 8 and a news column in…

Thirteenth Birthday

Thirteenth Birthday

Today is your thirteenth birthday and you aren’t here to celebrate with us. That will never stop being terrible. You would be a teenager. I can’t help but wonder what you would be like as a teenager but I hope that in heaven you are…

I Remember

She was real. I know she was.

I remember brushing her long brown wavy hair. She could never sit still for long. I had to be quick and the bows never stayed in. She was

Reread

This showed up on Cede’s page tonight for some reason. I haven’t read it since I wrote this terrible update three years ago. I was right…we have missed her every minute of every day since then and that will never stop. Tonight I reread every comment and I am…

Beach Trip Before Diagnosis

Found some pictures and a video I hadn’t seen since the day I took them…our last beach trip with Mercede before she was diagnosed…just three weeks before our lives changed forever. Miss you, baby girl…

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